stressed out 12th grader in need of 100 hours of community service!!!! [insert frustration panic here]
So yes, it is that year, and I...I'm a terrible person to myself.
I still have a hundred hours of community service to do and to look into colleges/art institutes. :I
I have the community service sorta worked out though.
I'm planning on doing my needed online class at home, taking that extra class in school and helping out with the library...hopefully that would count as community service. oxo
I'm also thinking of maybe...helping a humane society. I really want to but there are none close by, so possibly on the weekends i dont have band competitions and all that jazz. hopefully.
If all works out like my plan, I will get 100 hours done before the end of the year. And if not. ewe I'll assume my plan would have worked in another dimension and i was always correct. AHAHAHAHA
But in all honesty, if it doesn't, I'll have to get over my fear of people and actually see what i can do at the fire house or library nearby.
Ugh, I wish i knew what i was doing for collage. It took negative words towards me and an unsupportive talk from a guardian to make me think of my service plan (which really only took 5 mins.)
But collage is a different story. People have told me to go into something i can make a living with, but now-a-days people are telling me to do something i'd enjoy doing for the rest of my life, and i like that idea. Art, animation, even the gaming industries; they are all interesting to me and something i devote a lot of my time to during the day. If im not drawing, im playing a game, if im not playing a game, im drawing, if im doing neither im fantasizing about how fantastic i'd be to do both as a career.
i honestly wish i could do more than fantasize though. Im lazy and that's gotta stop this year.
Well, rant...ish thing is over. (/owo)/ have a nice day~
Times i said im in this journal.
Listening to: Mushi-Shi ost, Ken Ashcorp, Woodkid
Reading: Akagami no Shirayukihime, Jellyfish Princess, HxH
Watching: HxH, Free! Eternal Summer(yea),idunno
Playing: animu crossingu, Feral hearto, Transformicesu
Eating: sylars brain
Drinking: the tears of my annenenemonies